Behind my smile

Behind my smile I hide years of pain. Years of feeling unloved, not wanted and used but many believe that I'm one of the happiest girls alive.
Behind my smile lies a broken human being afraid to love, afraid to commit for history have a way of repeating itself.
Behind my smile I am a dying soul begging to be free, wanting just one person to hear my cries and see my pain but I'm afraid it will be too late before anyone realize what's hidden behind my smile.